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soooo. hello! tongith is fun. my halo broke. look:


becaussse. i spilled vodka and then i had to mope it up. with my halo. haha/

but. i can upload photos. and type. THEREFORE i am not drunk.



what did you do with your satrday?

what it feels like to feel alive.

Today has been nice. I didn't have to go to work so I slept 'til 9 and didn't get dressed 'til 11. I haven't been able to do that in aaages. And I don't have to go in tomorrow either so I can stay up as late as I feel like. Haha, it's sad how happy I am about a couple of days off. I told them when I was leaving on Monday, and I feel really bad since they're short staffed. But hey, it's not my fault. Aaaand, it's all really exciting. I can't believe I leave for uni in 11 days! I can't wait =]

I feel really.. fragile at the moment, though. I don't know. I think it's just that so much is going on, it's all pretty stressful. Going to uni, quitting work, moving house. I don't know why, but whenever I'm stressed or worried about normal stuff, it always seems to bring up all the other stuff, the bad things. It's stupid, it makes no sense. But I've been having horrible nightmares and dwelling on things that haven't even mattered in a long time. I don't like it. I need it to go away.

But I finally got around to finding something vaguely creative to do! I bought myself a notebook to use as a journal. And my lack of creativity is horribly apparent, but hopefully it'll improve with time.


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